Taking One Day At A Time

So here I sit again unable to go to sleep .. tomorrow I have a doctor appointment with my new PCP who is absolutely off his rocker.. Really wants to talk to me about "?" my weight.. still remember how demeaning that felt..considering I have real medical issues and I haven't gained any weight in some time if anything I have stayed the same or even loss weight..

I get it most doctors just see me as a overweight woman for her height .. and YES I will agree I am overweight but unless he plans on waving a magic wand.. Well I think I have said this before.. It would take a miracle for me to drop like 50 lbs.. in fact I don't even think that is possible but I will go to the appointment .. and listen to him..

I just felt since he had just meet me once it was definitely like a smack in the face for him to just see me as cliche' ... My cardiologist thinks he is going to try and sell me some diet plan he is promoting and so do I .. anyway after seeing him I am going to stop at the store and pick up some staples to get me through..

My daughter says she might be coming this way on Thursday to see me which would be great.. I haven't seen her since my surgery and I miss her .. plus I will also be able to see my grandkids.. so excited.. first time in two years that I will have seen them.. and yes I know I lead a sad and boring life.. but that is just how life is..

at least for me.. THE END