Taking One Day At A Time

Before I die .. I would give anything in the world to travel again.. Maybe to Paris France.. or some other country.. I use to live in Germany.. and I loved it.. I have some of my best memories of my life in Germany.. and I truly believe traveling somewhere new would be how I want to spend my last days on earth.. I use to say after I came home how I would give anything to have a job in a foreign country .. in which I could live there and work and see the sites everyday.. after all not everyone gets those kinds of opportunities in life.. Maybe teach English ..  Creative writing.. I just want to do so much more with my life than I am.. and sometimes I think what is keeping me here.. just go.. what is the worst that could happen .. I die .. well that is going to happen anyway at some point.. and maybe if I was happier in life..had a purpose .. well you get the point..

After all I feel like I am just struggling now.. on that ledge without any strength to pull myself up..

God Grant me Strength.. The End